It has been awhile.
The holidays are now over - thank goodness. I thought they may be a bit easier this year, but not so much. It is so hard when you sit and think about what "should" be. I should have had 2.5 year old running around excited for Christmas, I should have had a picture with my 2.5 year old and 10 month old sitting on Santa's knee. I didn't get that, and never will.
I find as time goes on people forget, or think mentioning Beckett is a bad thing. Not a day goes by I don't forget. Bodhi does not replace Beckett and never will. The holidays are tough, seeing my friends children grow is tough and not having a complete family photo really bothers me.
These are things I still struggle with and chose to keep it inside.
NEVER EVER will I forget Beckett!! Even though I never had the honour of meeting your little man I feel like I know him from your posts & all your wonderful pictures. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him or pray for you.
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